السبت، 13 سبتمبر، 2014

New Life Lessons


Recently, I decided to break the ego I have to ask.
.I learned that it's foolishness to pretend that you're smarter than what you are
Pretending that you're stronger than what you're is fatal most of the time.
 But could save your life if the others are pretending as well.  
  You have the ability to scratch all the negative words others tell you.
 You'll end up with an ability .that's much greater, putting people on mute mode for a while.
Never get angry because of a "person". And if you did, don't ever show it to him
Because you'll hate your self after that.

When I read these lyrics for the first time, I smiled. If I was a song writer, these could be my words!


"Cultivate your hunger before you idealize."
Motivate your anger to make them all realize.
Climbing the mountain, never coming down.
Break into the contents, never falling down.

My knee is still shaking, like I was twelve, 
Sneaking out of the classroom, by the back door.
A man railed at me twice though, but I didn't care.
Waiting is wasting for people like me.

Don't try to look so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry with fakes or fears, 
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.

You say, "Dreams are dreams."
"I ain't gonna play the fool anymore."
You say, "'Cause I still got my soul."

Take your time, baby, your blood needs slowing down.
Breach your soul to reach yourself before you gloom.
(Reflection of fear makes shadows of nothing, shadows of nothing.

You still are blind, if you see a winding road, 
'Cause there's always a straight way to the point you see.

Don't try to live so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry with fakes or fears, 
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.

'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.
 "'Cause you will hate yourself in the end. 

Ending Song from the TV show, Naruto

الثلاثاء، 17 ديسمبر، 2013

Look and think

People think the signs of God exciting is the supernatural things that occurred, a kid born with a birth marks showing Allah's name ...etc. 
While the signs are more relative to your life, you see it every day. 
Look to the order in the natural look how the birds fly! how the night follow the day, how the plants grow in the desert, how you breath with out thinking, how your muscles move, study biology and see how complicated the simple function in your body. 
Just look and think... every time you look deeper you'll see it's impossible to not exciting of one great god. Just open your mind and look !
Some people claim that believing in science means that you don't believe in God! But that not true! Science did not proof any thing against god exciting. Some Religious people refuse the big bang theory,  the evolution the fact that earth is rounded shape. they think it''s against believing in god just to test their believe. That's not true! all these theories are science exposed to be denied by other theories. and even though it's correct, who put this amazing order? who came with it. yah! you can tell that some explosion occurred in a lab and the explosion form a pharmacy by its self, I would believe this sentence but I'll never believe the last part, by its self. 
This is not retro speaking.. If it was, why there are hundreds of commands in Qura'an that order peoples to think and learn? Never stop learning, never stop thinking. God bless us with minds to think with.

الاثنين، 25 نوفمبر، 2013

عندما لا نضع مقاييس للسعادة

 

الحياة بسيطة .. الحياة أسهل من عقدنا

ماذا لو لم أقم بتحقيق أي من أهدافي؟ ماذا لو لم أستطع ان أفعل ما وعدت نفسي بعمله؟

لماذا أشغل نفسي بالخوف من المستقبل والندم على الماضي؟

لماذا أشغل نفسي بالريبة والترقب؟

لا شيء يستحق الترقب في هذه الحياة!

نعم هناك أشخاص يستحقون التقدير ويستحقون المحبة التي نعطيها ..

لكن لا أحد يستحق ذاك الترقب.. لا ! سأصيغ الجملة بطريقة أفضل.. ليس من العدل كل تلك التوقعات التي نلقيها على كاهل الآخرين تلك التوقعات التي نتطلع الى ان يكونوا لها…

الحياة أبسط من تلك التعقيدات ,, أبسط من تلك التقديرات والتوقعات والترقبات…

استيقظ من النوم ولا أتوقع شيئاً ,, ولا أترقب حصول شيء … أجعل الحياة تفاجئني بروعتها…

عندما لا نضع مقاييس للجمال والسعادة … كل شيء سيبدو جميلاً سهلاً…

السبت، 22 يونيو، 2013

Regret


Full of choices, My life is.
Even if it sounds great! this has side effect
Regret the worse feeling I had ever felt.
And I’ve been feeling it over and over, every day ,every hour, with every single decision
I reach a point in my path, wherever way I go ,, I’ll regret my decision.
It’s hard..
  When you’re prospected to be perfect
When you want to do what make you happy and you even don’t know what can make you happy
When you have lack of confident and you are fully responsible about what will happened
Yesterday, I missed my old planned life where I’m walking on clear easy path.
I plead to God to make all that stop !
I’m thankful !! but all these regrets still running behind me. thinking and thinking and feel bad and sorry..
Weeks ago,  I stopped looking for how  others are thinking about me or my decisions..
Thanks God
 
But I’m still punishing my self  why I’m not like that? that’s seems good!
!!!Today I realize, Yes it’s seems good, but not on me..
I realized, Regret hold you back always , Regret will follow me wherever I go, So it’s better to ignore it.
This night, I gazed the sky,  I saw my hometown sky! for the first time since I came to this new land ! …
This night breeze, this light clouds where the Full Moon hide behind it … and even the sand smell.. I’m far away to be in a desert, ,, but I feel it  .. It’s sign ,, I’m going back to me again
 
I’m seeing the Moon and I imagine it as a letter .. nothing changes , nothing to regret… I still under the same sky watching the same Moon