الثلاثاء، 17 ديسمبر، 2013

Look and think

People think the signs of God exciting is the supernatural things that occurred, a kid born with a birth marks showing Allah's name ...etc. 
While the signs are more relative to your life, you see it every day. 
Look to the order in the natural look how the birds fly! how the night follow the day, how the plants grow in the desert, how you breath with out thinking, how your muscles move, study biology and see how complicated the simple function in your body. 
Just look and think... every time you look deeper you'll see it's impossible to not exciting of one great god. Just open your mind and look !
Some people claim that believing in science means that you don't believe in God! But that not true! Science did not proof any thing against god exciting. Some Religious people refuse the big bang theory,  the evolution the fact that earth is rounded shape. they think it''s against believing in god just to test their believe. That's not true! all these theories are science exposed to be denied by other theories. and even though it's correct, who put this amazing order? who came with it. yah! you can tell that some explosion occurred in a lab and the explosion form a pharmacy by its self, I would believe this sentence but I'll never believe the last part, by its self. 
This is not retro speaking.. If it was, why there are hundreds of commands in Qura'an that order peoples to think and learn? Never stop learning, never stop thinking. God bless us with minds to think with.

الاثنين، 25 نوفمبر، 2013

عندما لا نضع مقاييس للسعادة


الحياة بسيطة .. الحياة أسهل من عقدنا

ماذا لو لم أقم بتحقيق أي من أهدافي؟ ماذا لو لم أستطع ان أفعل ما وعدت نفسي بعمله؟

لماذا أشغل نفسي بالخوف من المستقبل والندم على الماضي؟

لماذا أشغل نفسي بالريبة والترقب؟

لا شيء يستحق الترقب في هذه الحياة!

نعم هناك أشخاص يستحقون التقدير ويستحقون المحبة التي نعطيها ..

لكن لا أحد يستحق ذاك الترقب.. لا ! سأصيغ الجملة بطريقة أفضل.. ليس من العدل كل تلك التوقعات التي نلقيها على كاهل الآخرين تلك التوقعات التي نتطلع الى ان يكونوا لها…

الحياة أبسط من تلك التعقيدات ,, أبسط من تلك التقديرات والتوقعات والترقبات…

استيقظ من النوم ولا أتوقع شيئاً ,, ولا أترقب حصول شيء … أجعل الحياة تفاجئني بروعتها…

عندما لا نضع مقاييس للجمال والسعادة … كل شيء سيبدو جميلاً سهلاً…

السبت، 22 يونيو، 2013


Full of choices, My life is.
Even if it sounds great! this has side effect
Regret the worse feeling I had ever felt.
And I’ve been feeling it over and over, every day ,every hour, with every single decision
I reach a point in my path, wherever way I go ,, I’ll regret my decision.
It’s hard..
  When you’re prospected to be perfect
When you want to do what make you happy and you even don’t know what can make you happy
When you have lack of confident and you are fully responsible about what will happened
Yesterday, I missed my old planned life where I’m walking on clear easy path.
I plead to God to make all that stop !
I’m thankful !! but all these regrets still running behind me. thinking and thinking and feel bad and sorry..
Weeks ago,  I stopped looking for how  others are thinking about me or my decisions..
Thanks God
But I’m still punishing my self  why I’m not like that? that’s seems good!
!!!Today I realize, Yes it’s seems good, but not on me..
I realized, Regret hold you back always , Regret will follow me wherever I go, So it’s better to ignore it.
This night, I gazed the sky,  I saw my hometown sky! for the first time since I came to this new land ! …
This night breeze, this light clouds where the Full Moon hide behind it … and even the sand smell.. I’m far away to be in a desert, ,, but I feel it  .. It’s sign ,, I’m going back to me again
I’m seeing the Moon and I imagine it as a letter .. nothing changes , nothing to regret… I still under the same sky watching the same Moon

السبت، 18 مايو، 2013

Mountain & Desert Peasants

Mountain & Desert Peasants  


My parents are from different regions of the Arabian continent and they all lived in agricultural land. The similarities and differences between my maternal and paternal families are interesting. The family members in both families were work in the fields, lived in the same house even after getting married, eat together, and split the profit from the agricultural work between each other.
My paternal family inhabits one of the few civil towns in the desert, in Buraydah, working on date palm orchards, and wheat and barley fields. Most of the family members worked together in their agriculture duties. But many men –like my grandfather- preferred to be merchant between countries such as Iraq, Syria, Jordan, Palestine, and Egypt and spend their lives traveling between these countries trading everything, such as: Cattle, Clothes, Sugar, tea, perfumes, and more. Also seeking for knowledge was common. Some men and women spent their whole life learning and teaching language and religion.
In the fertile highlands of Hebron, like my paternal family, my maternal family was peasants also. They lived in a small village, farming a wide range of many kinds of food, olives, citrus, pomegranates, and grapes. Cultivation of this large number of crops gave no chance for the men and women to pursue other interests. It was a cultural duty to work with their families. In contrast to my paternal family, there was no opportunity for any independent life apart from the obligation to family farming.
Although both my maternal and paternal families now live a modern globalized life style, there are some noticeable differences in the family structure and the limit of intervention which are reflected in the way that their parents and grandfathers were living. My maternal family has inherited the close familial dependence between the siblings. Even though they have different jobs in different areas, they still discuss their personal and work dissensions together while my paternal family doesn't pay that much of attention to each other's personal and work life.
Women role in both families was almost the same. Women were having a major important role in the family. The domestic duty was above their shoulders and they gave a big help in the fields especially in the reaping seasons. After marriage women will move to their husbands' houses and they'll help their husbands' families in their work. However the women will still have the right to inherit from their families' money and lands even though they'd stopped working with them after marriage. And this is similar in both my paternal and maternal families and that because most of these rules is according to the Islamic legislation especially the inheritance system which saves the women rights.
Beside believes and religion, I think that the predecessors behaviors and culture still has its effect on the way people live now, despite the fact we now almost live the same lifestyle.

الأربعاء، 1 مايو، 2013

High School Cliques

Drawn by BrainwashedOnline 
Cliques are Cool
by : Boshra Alfowzan
The educational system in my school had profound impact on the friendship structure of its students. There was a lot of cooperative learning in every subject which required the students to complete projects in groups of 4 to 10. After several projects the girls started to get along with a particular group every time and chose each other to work together every time. After weeks of meeting, talking, planning, and dealing with each other the girls started to develop friendships, starting with work once and ending with discovering and learning each other's personalities.
During the three years of my high school life, I dealt with a lot of work and friendship relationships with a lot of girls; I created my own group of 8 girls, building a really strong friendship with the majority of them. I realized that all the students were in the same situation, ending up in bunch of cliques as I like to call them. Frequently, the members of each clique fit into four different categories of personalities:

The Planner
She takes the task more seriously than the others, has the feel of responsibility toward the Cliques members. She has the leader qualities and like to feel the leadership when she is doing any serious work with a group so she always standing up for the others and she is always in the frontline when any problem faces the Clique.
In the other hand, The Planner shows a low level of social intelligent outside the work space and that related to her lack of understand the other's feelings. She could shows a dry responds to the situations need a lot of emotion. Although she doesn't give the emotions a lot of attention, she is highly sensitive. The Planner could be a control obsessed and that will gained her a high temper mood and put her in relationship conflict with her friends which will affect the group working. So it's rarely to find two Planners in the same Clique.

The Recorder
Another distinct member of the clique is the recorder. She doesn't prefer to share her opinions and thoughts and likes to do just her tasks. She is easygoing, peaceful, and it's hard to read her mind. You would think she is shy or sheepish but you'll realize that she doesn't like to share her feelings with everybody and she can conceal her expressions easily. Usually she likes to be as simple as possible so she wouldn't draw any attention. And she possesses a quick-witted. The Recorder fits perfectly under the Stable Introverted category in Eyesnck's hierarchically while the rest of the clique are extraverts.
Consequent to her anti-sharing personality, the Recorder doesn't have a big mark on the Clique members that makes her forgettable while she would build a really strong relationship with one member and this member usually is The Mother who I'm going to talk about next.
The Mother
The mother has sober confident personality with a high level of social intelligence; she knows what to say and when. She is very careful and noticing the small details that everybody can't see. She can easily reach other's feelings. And in one conversation she can know a lot about the others. She is kind and respects everyone's emotions, so she cares about her friends and with this trait she can obtain a lot of friends.
She doesn't accept new ideas easily. And she often cares about the appearance more than the others. She likes to keep her sober image so she sees the fun activity as trivia.
The Joy Keeper/ Trouble Seeker
“Energetic, funny, and cheerful” that’s what everyone call The Joy Keeper. Usually the Joy Keeper doesn’t like to talk about any serious topic or to be under any pressure. The Joy Keepers are usually the most creative in the Clique. The Joy keeper is friendly and sociable and easy to be noticed.
Joy Keepers are either diffident or highly sensitive and they conceal that by humor and carelessness. Although they are enterprising, they can’t deal with the serious situation and flee away from facing it. And that usually put the Clique in trouble and put them also in conflicts with the other members.
This combination give the Clique integrated balance and help them to reach easy accomplishment. Their true personality appears while they’re planning and making their projects and that help the girls to discover each other’s clearly which give the Clique strong structuring relationship without any hypocrisy.